Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Battle In Seattle

This movie is a hard find, but if you can find it watch it. its based on a true event. told from different points of view, and really makes you think. plus it has some big stars. if your into that. i give it a 4outof 5

Sunday, October 19, 2008

The Book Of Lies

I read it in 3 days. It had a ending that i did not see coming, so that was good. it has some drawings in it which i dont see to much. i give it a 3.5outof5

p.s. i hear the superman thing maybe wrong.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Lament of Innocence

There was no light, just the abyss. And as I reached it, I was embraced in it ebon wings, and brought in to her warmth; I can feel my soul fade and flicker.

For soon its light will diminish. I’ll be left in darkness’ perpetual sorrow. Till my soul is born again, and my devil consumes me. I have no idea of what is in store for me nor do I care. my hope in this world is vanishing. It’s painful, the pain has already broken the illusion of my hopes and dreams On the line between reality and ideals brought to mind traces from the corners of my heart.

Give me a love that won’t disappear forever.

Give me a will that won’t bend

Give me a name

Give me hope

Give me

ipod headphones

I want wireless headphones! Onkyo's new wireless stereo earphone system - MHP-UW2 Wireless Headphone about $200. It uses the 2.4Ghz digital connection, promises to deliver high quality sound. It is Made for iPod, The transmitter weights in 35 grams, its battery is for 8 hours of continuous use. You can charge it via AC adaptor or USB. The Onkyo MHP-UW2 will be released in November in Japan. no word if it will ever come state side so i may import. Only down side i see it makes the ipod kind of big, but oh well. i saw some in a movie

Saturday, October 4, 2008


She broke my heart..........

Friday, October 3, 2008

Love lost… love…..

I lost what I love the most, the girl I believe to be the one for me. I understand her needs and wants. And I sorry that it came to what it did. I spent more than a year in what I can only call are relationship. We’ve cried, laughed, wonder, and went to many new places. My goal for her was the show the loveliness of this dismal plant we inhabit. And I hope she saw some of it in the places we visited.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008


I can't sleep I feel cold and alone. When I lay down I feel restless, so I have to sit up. Alone in the dark, I search my mind for something to keep me busy. All I have is work I think. And I'm sick of it don't get me wrong I like work it's fun. But it's the only thing in my life that's constant. Noting is really set in stone in my life, but the beautiful destruction of my soul. Most of my life is fear. My fear is my sadness. As I put this down I don't have a central theme, my mind works in a jumble of thoughts. I wonder sometimes "is this the end, or the start of something new". So in the end I'll move on and hope that in the end it all works out for the best. I cant stop thinking... but I don't know what going on in my head just flashes ................